Thursday, 11 February 2010 02:10 pm
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Not only have my school-related nightmares increased in frequency since graduation, but they're getting more insidious. In last night's dream, I sensed that I had signed up for college courses in math and Spanish but not attended in months. Part of me figured that this was just another one of those dreams, but then another part of me yelled, "No! This is too real! Too familiar! You really have forgotten two of your courses in your effort to fulfill others and are bound to fail!" Only when I awoke did I remember that (1) I haven't been enrolled at a school since May 2004 and (2) I never even considered any math or Spanish courses in college. (Funny, tho: Math was my second best subject in elementary school, and Spanish was my best in junior high.) Also, the only time I stopped attending a class, I did it on purpose.
What may be more strange is that I recall nothing special about my environment in my dream. Seems to me I was just walking outside when the thought invaded my head. Nothing around me even suggested a school, let alone missing particular classes. It's as if some neural devil were picking on my flaky tendencies just for kicks.
What may be more strange is that I recall nothing special about my environment in my dream. Seems to me I was just walking outside when the thought invaded my head. Nothing around me even suggested a school, let alone missing particular classes. It's as if some neural devil were picking on my flaky tendencies just for kicks.