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[deckardcanine]

I recently realized something about every dream of mine that I can remember (and I remember them well): whenever I try to keep a secret of any kind, it gets discovered in about ten seconds max. The only exceptions are when I wake up too soon.

This may connect with my strong tendency to honesty when awake. Maybe it didn't start out so much a hatred of lies as a lack of confidence in my ability to tell them convincingly.